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audience of one you really want to know me?... I used to know me... it wasn't much fun sometimes, especially when I wanted to share me and nobody would or could... though when I did not want to share then knowing me was the most fun I ever had... it is a dichotomous conceptualization, knowing me... but I suppose it is still possible, even if it never happened, even if I forgot who I am... we could explore together...
for so many reason I do not know where to start the more I am feeling the more I want to share and when I get lonely I stop feeling... or feeling becomes despair and I start falling apart feeling is like the glue that holds me together feeling is the reason I am here feeling is the life, the breath, the weather feeling is what makes everything clear feeling is the greatest challenge feeling is the greatest gift to share the highest high the lowest low and beyond feeling is the best when people care and the more people caring, the better the feeling collective consciousness is everything the power of minds can make anything possible and that's what being here can bring I want to touch you all, to share the feeling of being alive, being in love, being kind I want an audience of everyone to share revealing the ultimate power of the human mind maybe that is where we need to start sharing belief in the human heart and some part of me would like to save the world to end pain and suffering, to raise consciousness so nobody would starve or be homeless or lonely and everyone could share in collective happiness feeling part of the family of humanity feeling part of all living things feeling part of the essence of the universe feeling part of the songs each heart sings and maybe I have an instatiable ego maybe I want a universal stage maybe life is not enough, I don't know maybe I just want to turn the page still feeling drawn here to express my heart maybe the reason I do not know where to start is I feel so much more than I ever can share and what is not shared is lonely... turns into despair and starts falling apart feeling is like the glue that holds me together feeling is the reason I am here feeling is the life, the breath, the weather feeling is what makes everything clear feeling is the greatest challenge feeling is the greatest gift to share the highest high the lowest low and beyond feeling is the best when people care and I want everyone to care and I want everyone to share and I want everyone to know how good it feels to be here letting all the feelings flow letting all the feelings grow letting all the people know we are here we are here and we care but the irony of everything is we've only just begun and the fame and popularity is a whole lot of fun all the applause and the glory may let us shine like the sun but the truth is something deeper something simpler than how long the show can run when all is said and done all I've ever wanted was to play for an audience of one when all is said and done all I've ever wanted was to play with an audience of one
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |