be random
what is now
when is then
where is email
who i am
how it is
why it is
leave a note?
share me, share you
make me smile
thank you

other journals
(of course I should be sleeping)
(what's life got to do with it?)

about me
(too much to know at once)
friend?
(tic tic tic, toc)

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bleeding heart

I've been bleeding in public for years
exposing myself and my dreams and my fears
the one thing I am not afraid of are my tears
lost in an ocean of unfulfilled passions
pitiful as it appears

and it matters to some of you I know
you'd like to help me to let go
but I am a purist in my heart
and I am still falling apart

the day you left me
still feels like today
the day you loved me
feels like yesterday
you never let go
no matter what we say
and now you want me back again
what a game we play

it's a dangerous world to believe
in love that is worn on a sleeve
it's a quest for perfection we grieve
what was that about the love you give
is the love you receive?

so many old songs still echo in my head
so many old dreams still haunt me in my bed
but I take a long time move on
for the love I share is never gone

and I still want you
here and now today
and I still love you
just like yesterday

the day I lost you
still feels like today
the day I loved me
feels like yesterday
I never let go
no matter what we say
and I still want you back again
what a game we play

and it matters to some of you I know
you'd like to help me to let go
but I am a purist in my heart
and I am still falling apart

the day you left me
still feels like today
the day you loved me
feels like yesterday
you never let go
no matter what we say
and now you want me back again
what a game we play

candora

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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words
for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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