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evolution of a soul (part 1) getting more comfortable with where I've been and less satisfied with where I am and what I do with my time feeling out of touch with the world again getting comfortable as an alien and less satisfied with being human are you perceiving any of this rhyme? I see empty eyes staring back at me trying to pretend they aren't begging desperately that no one will see how they are so hopelessly searching for something they are too afraid to see I tried to become one of them but it feels too pathetic to pretend that I can be so helpless and out of control is that what it takes to have a soul? I am feeling more ready to disappear ready to beam up to anywhere as long as it's a place that has less fear and less self-pity in every tear feeling out of touch with the human race ready to find another dream to chase second star to the right or a state of grace in an angel's face, in another place I see starry eyes staring back at me when I look up at the night time sky's infinity how can any living thing not feel the energy even if they do not know it consciously I tried being human here on Earth but there's too much waste of what life's worth maybe I just don't understand the human goal and what it takes to have a soul
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |