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I remain outside maybe aloof maybe impenetrable and I don't think that I want it this way but part of me has nothing to say so I wait to be approached by something else and no one seems to be interested maybe it's because I have no interest in pretense and most people seem to pretend a lot it could be that I see the lack of respect and how unfairly people treat each other and how people lie and abuse themselves and how I don't want to ignore it or pretend I don't see is that what you see when you look at me is that why people stay away from me maybe I need a filter someone to edit my silence to translate my presence to complicate the trail or maybe I just need to stay by myself obscure the vision, pretend to fail it all sounds so simple in words so real and so right so easy to resolve, to feel one who means no harm a child who believes in honesty who does not want to hide sensitivity and yet has an inner security that anyone would want, even envy maybe needing nothing is what sets me apart while I watch others desperate for reassurance run and hide when something real sees through their fears through their facade through their disguise to the place where their heart has lied and passion cried where love's denied I remain outside maybe I need a filter someone to edit my silence to translate my presence to simplify the ride or maybe I just need to stay by myself obscure the vision, pretend I died for I see through the facade for I see through the disguise to the place where the heart has lied and passion cried where love's denied I remain outside
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |