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what is now
when is then
where is email
who i am
how it is
why it is
leave a note?
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make me smile
thank you

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friend?
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what kind of words?

I wonder what style of writing makes for a popular journal (ah, the attention seeking child must be in the house)... I mean, do cynical or angry or hard-edged philosophical or controversial idea-oriented journals get more attention than sappy romantic or daily life journals?... my stats suddenly say I am up to 10 views a day... I was at six just a couple of weeks ago... so are you coming back or just one time curious readers passing through (I know a few of you and appreciate your being here, but I was wondering about the increase)... it's not as if my notes or comments or emails or guestbook are getting business, just more drive by visitors... I am curious (not just lonely and hungry to share more, but that too)...

sometimes I am sitting at work (without the computer on) or driving in the car or somewhere without a pen and paper (it happens) or running or swimming or in the shower or doing something else that I'd rather continue than stop and something profound or clever or beautiful comes to mind and I wish I could keep the words but repeating them over and over to remember them is not always feasible and the idea or creativity or whatever thought slides back into my subconscious... lost for a while, maybe forever...

I've thought about doing this, but even when I had a few hand held recorders, it did not feel the same as reading the words after thinking them... on the other hand, long before there was a computer in every pot and two in every garage, I dreamed of a voice recorder transcriber thing that would read my thoughts and print them... very handy for profound thoughts that come when reaching that runners high at the 15 or 20 mile mark... or the amazing revelations that come at the peak moment of the physical sharing of sensual romantic euphoria (what poetry might come from the subconscious during multiple orgasms)...

but I wonder, what kind of words are you looking for?... and more personally (and rhetorically), I wonder what kind of words would actually attract the friends I am seeking... and what kind of words would inspire you to respond?...

candora

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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words
for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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