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when is then
where is email
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how it is
why it is
leave a note?
share me, share you
make me smile
thank you

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MONOLOG

left out

when I look at this life as I've known it so far
I think of it as wishing on a star
for nothing has worked out just as I had planned
and that is a challenge to understand
for I mean no harm
I want to do good
and I think I've always
done the best I could
to live my ideals
and give peace a chance
but I still feel left out
of the dance

when I look at myself as I've known me so far
I think of me as a wanna-be star
for I want to be part of everything that's ever been
and that is just where I want to begin
for I feel a spark
endless energy
and I think it connects
everything and me
it may be a
cosmic spirituality
but I still feel it's real
within me

and I'm looking to share a conscious awareness
of the experience of being here
but I keep getting these strange looks, I guess
the unknown still inspires more fear
than curiosity

I don't want to scare anyone
I'm just looking for a friend
anyone who understands what I mean
and does not share love as pretend
is welcome to to wander with me
on this road without end

when I look at this world as I've known it so far
I wonder, my friends, wherever you are
is there something I've missed in the human way
that I really ought to know about today
cuz I mean no harm
I want to do good
and I think I've always
done the best I could
to live my ideals
and give peace a chance
but I still feel left out
of the dance

candora

for you and all who ask for more

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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words
for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life