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as we spread our wings but I'm too young and I'm too old and I'm too far away to hold and every excuse leaves me cold I want so much to just let go but I'm too rich and I'm too poor and I'm too deep or insecure and every excuse shows me the door I don't want to eat myself into oblivion just because I'm bored and orally fixated oh why didn't I find you before I was betrayed when my trust was innocent and not pro-rated but I want to believe you can believe in me and overcome the world ruled by empty prejudice and I want to believe you can come through the wall with me for you can understand something like this I want so much to fall in love but I still have so much to do my choices are still infinite none that I want to be locked into I want so much to just let go and share the moment of bliss but will you let me fly away and come back for another kiss I don't want to commit myself to anything just yet for there are too many thing I need to explore but do we have to always feel so damn alone can we become something real, then still reach for more oh I want to believe you can understand me and overcome the world ruled by insecurity and I want to believe you can come through the fear with me for you can actualize what love can be tell me, am I dreaming tell me, am I alone tell me, are you believing have these words found a home tell me, does it make sense tell me, you understand tell me, that you feel it too and you will hold my hand I want so much to fall in love but I'm too thin and I'm too fat and I'm too far away to hold and every excuse leaves me flat I want so much to just let go but I'm too right and I'm too wrong and I'm too weak and I'm too strong and I'm never where I belong but I want to believe oh tell me you want to believe oh maybe we can both believe in the same things and trust the moments shared and songs we sing without clipping wings as we spread our wings to fly on our own oh tell me that we understand we're not alone I want so much to fall in love I want so much to fly I want so much to share the world I want to touch the sky I want to share this high the freedom of falling in love trusting the coming trusting the going never saying goodbye
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |