be random
what is now
when is then
where is email
who i am
how it is
why it is
leave a note?
share me, share you
make me smile
thank you

other journals
(of course I should be sleeping)
(what's life got to do with it?)

about me
(too much to know at once)
friend?
(tic tic tic, toc)

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MONOLOG

here is my heart

so I'm sitting here tonight feeling what I feel
and whatever the words mean I know it is real
and as much I want to help everyone
and make this world a better place
there is something deep inside of me
that I would be a fool to ignore
so it is time to face

my heart has a selfish side
deep within, sometimes denied
filled with all the tears I've cried
and every word I lied

my heart knows the fool I've been
playing games I can not win
giving up before I begin
that's the saddest sin

just because it seems easier to love everyone else
than to trust someone to love me
I get so wrapped up in giving that I deny myself
placing everybody else above me
and much to my regret
it's easy to forget

my heart has a selfish side
deep within, sometimes denied
filled with all the tears I've cried
and every word I lied

my heart knows the fool I am
even if it does not understand
this was not how life was planned
it is time to make a stand

and think of myself
take care of my health
and realize my wealth
is in my heart

the love I can feel
is pure and it's real
and that's the appeal
where I must start

to believe I am not damaged goods
to believe I deserve
to receive all the love I can give

to believe that dreams can come true
to believe I have the nerve
to reawaken to the love I can live

and open my eyes to see
all the love that's around me
and reach out to dare
to hell with the fear
if rejection arrives
I will survive
as long as I remember

my heart has a selfish side
deep within, sometimes denied
filled with all the tears I've cried
and every word I lied

my heart can and does surive
love is why I am alive
it is time for me to arrive
my love is alive

so I'm sitting here tonight feeling what I feel
and whatever the words mean I know it is real
and as much I want to help everyone
and make this world a better place
there is something deep inside of me
that I would be a fool to ignore
so it is time to face

I am here for love
you can love me
if you will love me
then you'll know

I am here for love
I can love you
if you let me love you
then you'll know

here is my heart
in your hands
praying for one
who understands

we deserve true love
just let the love grow
we deserve true love
just let the love show

candora

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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words
for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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