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here is my heart and whatever the words mean I know it is real and as much I want to help everyone and make this world a better place there is something deep inside of me that I would be a fool to ignore so it is time to face my heart has a selfish side deep within, sometimes denied filled with all the tears I've cried and every word I lied my heart knows the fool I've been playing games I can not win giving up before I begin that's the saddest sin just because it seems easier to love everyone else than to trust someone to love me I get so wrapped up in giving that I deny myself placing everybody else above me and much to my regret it's easy to forget my heart has a selfish side deep within, sometimes denied filled with all the tears I've cried and every word I lied my heart knows the fool I am even if it does not understand this was not how life was planned it is time to make a stand and think of myself take care of my health and realize my wealth is in my heart the love I can feel is pure and it's real and that's the appeal where I must start to believe I am not damaged goods to believe I deserve to receive all the love I can give to believe that dreams can come true to believe I have the nerve to reawaken to the love I can live and open my eyes to see all the love that's around me and reach out to dare to hell with the fear if rejection arrives I will survive as long as I remember my heart has a selfish side deep within, sometimes denied filled with all the tears I've cried and every word I lied my heart can and does surive love is why I am alive it is time for me to arrive my love is alive so I'm sitting here tonight feeling what I feel and whatever the words mean I know it is real and as much I want to help everyone and make this world a better place there is something deep inside of me that I would be a fool to ignore so it is time to face I am here for love you can love me if you will love me then you'll know I am here for love I can love you if you let me love you then you'll know here is my heart in your hands praying for one who understands we deserve true love just let the love grow we deserve true love just let the love show
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |