be random
what is now
when is then
where is email
who i am
how it is
why it is
leave a note?
share me, share you
make me smile
thank you

other journals
(of course I should be sleeping)
(what's life got to do with it?)

about me
(too much to know at once)
friend?
(tic tic tic, toc)

BE MY GUEST (BOOK)

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when i had the time
the first of december (has another song)
what i do





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MONOLOG

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in this life I've known love to die for
and I did, yes I died, how I died
nailed to the cross of my own passion
was compromised desire mixed with greed?

in this life I've known love to die for
and I did, yes I died, how I died
nailed to the cross of my own promise
was innocence betrayed by blind need?

I don't know the answers
I only know it hurt
and it still does when I feel
so I try not to feel
but that doesn't work
am I too real?
I feel like a jerk

I don't know if there's a cure
I only know the end
can lead to a beginning
I want to begin again
but to begin again
I need to feel
I need a friend

so I'm looking out upon this world
with excitement and fear
looking for a friendly heart
and eyes that shed a tear
hoping to find someone who
reminds me how to care
a person with the patience to
embrace all I share

for in this life I've know love to live for
and I did, yes I lived, how I lived
flew on the wings of mutual passion
and compromise that actualized a dream

in this life I've known love to live for
and I did, yes I lived, how I lived
high on believing in the promise
of innocence as simple as it seems

and I don't know the answers
I only know it felt
and still feels better than anything
I have ever felt
and everything fit
life was so real
and us part of it

I don't know if there's a cure
I only know the end
can lead to a beginning
I want to begin again
but to begin again
I need to feel
I need a friend

so I'm looking out upon this world
with excitement and fear
looking for a friendly heart
and eyes that shed a tear
hoping to find someone who
reminds me how to care
a person with the patience to
embrace all I share

cuz I am ready as I've ever been
to recreate the dream again
ready as I've ever been
to learn to live and love again
I'm ready as I've ever been
to give my all to love again
ready as I've ever been
to find a best friend
to fall in love again

ready
yes I'm ready
to fall in love again

candora

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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words
for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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