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the single edge ok folks, this may be the gelatin phase... I mean, the ether that fills this universe called candora may be finally congealing into a primordial substance, something with some texture, yet with too much maleability to actually hold a specific shape... not quite solid, not quite liquid, not quite gas... a substance morphing as I write, as you read... there are voices in my head telling me to start other paths (as if I don't have enough diary/journals and paths on my website to choose from already)... part of the reasoning that voice is giving me is that you can't please everyone and I explore so many different perspectives (and any subject at all) and some subjects and viewpoints will turn off different people and if I am looking to attract readers (am I?... oh of course I am, why else would I be putting my words out on the web for all to see?), then I should do my best not to offend them... so putting the different and possibly incompatible perspectives in different places might allow readers to choose to read what they like and ignore what they don't like... that's the idea behind the different paths in my larger web world... so I'm thinking I may focus on different subjects in different diary/journals as well... that way if someone really wants to know me they can explore everywhere but if someone just wants to read certain ideas, they can choose not to explore everywhere... ultimately, I think I've left controversy and typically divisive subjects out of this diary so far... that is because this is a creative zone for me... I am not looking to attract debate or negative energy, so I dance around the hot buttons that typically set most humans off (hopefully this verbiage is making sense to you)... then again, maybe filtering the flow of words will have the opposite effect and rather than increase readership, I'll turn away the few I really want to know, the few who really would want to know all of me... but then, they'll look around and follow links... so is this a maze to protect me or you?... maybe I just like the questions so I just keep asking them... and maybe the answer is I like spreading myself out in different places cuz it's more fun that way... wisdom might suggest it is best not to put all my eggs in one basket anyway, right?...
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |