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to smile again my knowing was what scared her away the complete story is still something I have yet to tell and it still hurt to remember yesterday but I could have said Happy Birthday for it was yesterday and it doesn't matter how many years have passed since I last tasted her tears I don't want to feel the pain or let anger get in the way I want to be able to smile again and say I remember the love Happy Birthday it was good to talk to strangers yesterday and watch Chicago dancing on the screen memories of living a more active way begged me to wake up to start a new dream do you know what I mean? lost in dying passions I try to ignore now my own fear of loss gets in my way I don't want to make the same mistakes again knowing too much about the games we play I could have said Happy Birthday for it was yesterday and it doesn't matter how many years have passed since I last tasted her tears I don't want to feel the pain or let anger get in the way I want to be able to smile again and say I remember the love Happy Birthday now I look all around me and see burning bridges and dates crossed off my calendar of dreams and my senses all start spinning when I try to focus on anything that was once in my mind but nothing's left behind knowing too much I find I can't decide if that would be kind or unkind I just want to be happy and kind so I could have said Happy Birthday for it was yesterday and it doesn't matter how many years have passed since I last tasted her tears I don't want to feel the pain or let anger get in the way I want to be able to smile again and say I remember the love Happy Birthday
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |