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be random what is now when is then where is email who i am how it is why it is leave a note? share me, share you make me smile thank you other journals (of course I should be sleeping) (what's life got to do with it?) about me (too much to know at once) friend? (tic tic tic, toc) BE MY GUEST (BOOK) << MISSING �SOMETHING? >> the bottom line who can when i had the time the first of december (has another song) what i do < ? me # > < ? harrychapin # > < ? Random Acts of Journaling # > < ? Poetic Voices # > < ? The Write Club # > < ? Nights Awake # > < ? Fluid # > < ? Adopted # > < ? Childlike # > < ? Poets-Muse # > < ? Five Hundred # > < ? As You Wish # > temporary place holder ()))CRAYON-BOX)))> published blogmad! varb? �2015 CANDOR COMMUNICATIONS IF YOU WANT TO USE THE WORDS FOR ANY REASON TALK TO ME |
to fall in love not to be rejected but what can be expected from hearts so injected with pretense or fear is that why you are here? what would you do if I contacted you and you felt I might really care? suddenly disappear? shed a secret tear? push me away with a game you play to stay alone? I don't want to hurt you or expose you but some secrets are always known we are all protected by walls we've erected made of flesh and bone don't worry I'll never tell I'll leave you alone I come here to fall in love not to find fear but being aware why we are here and not somewhere sharing a human touch wanting so much but pretending we are satisfied within words where we hide with creative conveyance and humorous asides some cynical angst a pretense of pride forgetting where truth slipped away forgetting we lied don't worry I'll never tell I'll leave you alone I come here to fall in love not to bitch and moan and if you want my attention you'll find ways to mention your desire and why and how if you can fly away with me now what will your heart allow? and when you are afraid of plans you only made in dreams you keep inside where your true self hides don't worry I'll never tell I'll leave you alone in your heaven or hell I come here to fall in love not to atone if you can't handle it I'll leave you alone
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |