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be random what is now when is then where is email who i am how it is why it is leave a note? share me, share you make me smile thank you other journals (of course I should be sleeping) (what's life got to do with it?) about me (too much to know at once) friend? (tic tic tic, toc) BE MY GUEST (BOOK) << MISSING �SOMETHING? >> the bottom line who can when i had the time the first of december (has another song) what i do < ? me # > < ? harrychapin # > < ? Random Acts of Journaling # > < ? Poetic Voices # > < ? The Write Club # > < ? Nights Awake # > < ? Fluid # > < ? Adopted # > < ? Childlike # > < ? Poets-Muse # > < ? Five Hundred # > < ? As You Wish # > temporary place holder ()))CRAYON-BOX)))> published blogmad! varb? �2015 CANDOR COMMUNICATIONS IF YOU WANT TO USE THE WORDS FOR ANY REASON TALK TO ME |
unbalanced it is not as if I come here just for your attention... but then, I have other places to write if I want no attention at all... I have books, even... and my online journal is in it's sixth year (though some parts were removed from the web by the servers I trusted and I haven't gotten around to re-uploading mostly cuz I am way behind on the journal itself and I'd like to catch up before I go back and I already spend more time on this computer than is healthy for my offline social life and I'd really like to do more with offline friends (not to mention find an intimate relationship again so finding more reasons to love being online and sharing words (nurturing my addiction to writing and reading and communicating is not the way to develop more offline relationships... unless the local groups take off, but then, locals have to find those and like me for that to work... so tell them about it if you find them... them being people who would actually be able to handle being my friend in the physical world... and the one, definitely tell the one)... I apparently get too easily lost in parenthetic journeys through my mind for the masses to follow my lines of thought... this is the judgment of several reviewers who've donated their time so generously to send me a word or two in recent weeks since I've started this diaryland journal... so nice to hear from positive people wishing me well and offering helpful advice on how I should be and present myself to the world... it's even more inspiring that they've gotten to the point in their lives where they do not need to focus on themselves and have all the time and evergy to spare focused on judging others... I supposed I should be honored, but my self-esteem is too low today to appreciate their generousity so I'll just say thank you and hope they are happy with that... we are obviously going through a rather narcissistic phase here please do not adjust your sets, balance will miraculously return eventually... if you have a problem with waiting, then what the heck are you doing online anyway? � groups � local groups � not groups previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |