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war song sometimes I just want someone to hold me, but those moments are rare... I'd rather be holding someone who wants to be held... curling up was never more comfortable than stretching out for me... until recent years, I almost always slept flat on my back... I felt unbalanced on one side or the other, my shoulder crushed, my arm displaced with nowhere to go... maybe I just never learned how because I never had anyone to curl up to in this life... or maybe I'm just built to be the care-giver...
you don't want to kill someone how can you love me and feel such hate in your heart? you can't mean it that you don't hate anyone how can you say that? how can killing be a job? I don't want to hear the rationale behind the darkness that explodes killing anyone in the way I'll just run while it reloads I don't want to hear war justified cruelty is a madness so wrong just ask anyone who's died oh wait, you can't... that's been my point all along you can't mean it I don't want to fight about it how can you love me and leave me alone so full of doubt? you can't mean it tell me we can live without it please don't make me say it we will never be the same again I don't want to hear the rationale behind the darkness that explodes killing anyone in the way I'll just run while it reloads I don't want to hear war justified cruelty is a madness so wrong just ask anyone who's died oh wait, you can't... that's been my point all along I don't want to hate you I don't want to lose respect but if you kill someone it's love that you reject damn you, I hate this thing go be a hero for someone else I don't want to hear the news history is on the shelf... and then the letter came and bombs went off in my head and hate filled my eyes with tears with the words I read "we regret to inform... your husband is missing... presumed dead. if there is anything we can do..." you can't mean it he ever hurt anyone how can it happen to feel such hate in your heart? you can't mean it what the hell was it for? how can you say that? how can you justify war? I don't want to hear the rationale behind the darkness that explodes killing anyone in the way I'll just run while it reloads I don't want to hear war justified cruelty is a madness so wrong just ask anyone who's died oh wait, I can't... that's why I wrote this song previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |