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4 AM again somehow invincible while beaten to extremes feeling lost, feeling found, feeling beautiful somehow immutable while aching for my dreams oh say can you see what's going on in me madness or insanity or maybe humanity whatever will be will be or destiny it is more than just the chill in the air it is deeper than the emptiness of despair it is further down the line than any thought of mine it is an old friend in agony wishing someone would care doesn't have to make sense, or go to great expense to have confidence just need to be real inside complicated minds can find the simplest thoughts baffling to distraction can be a paranoid ride I'm freezing, I'm burning, feeling agony somehow in ecstasy no one knows what it means I'm living, I'm dying, feeling apathy with such intensity was it all in my genes oh say can you see what's going on in me madness or insanity or maybe humanity whatever will be will be or destiny whether it is scripture, rapture, nature, or nurture all I know for sure is it's happening to me it is further down the line than any thought of mine and yet it's in my mind and will not let me be I'm gaseous, I'm solid, a dichotomy in relativity as far as the eyes can see and yet everything's alright though I couldn't tell you how I know or why everything's alright within me everything's alright... in me
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |