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when is then
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MONOLOG

blue screen

it's just that sometimes I'm so bogged down by distractions
it doesn't seem to matter if I care
I can't really tell if anybody's listening
cuz no one is around when I despair

I know you're out there
I know you feel for me
but you don't know me
not really

I know you're caring
I know you want to be
a true friend to me
but really

when I sit here by myself I only know the words I see
and I know I can trust the words I write unconditionally
but every now and then the words are lost so suddenly
it feels as thought the whole world crashes around me

and here alone when the screen goes blue
I wish I could be there with you
or somehow you were here with me
I search for some humanity
but all I find is misery
cuz if I feel I feel lonely
so I shut down in apathy
and wait for something else to be
or someone else to reach me
but no one is right here with me
as the screen goes blue
and faded black is all I see
where are you?

I know you're out there
I know you feel for me
but you don't know me
not really

I know you're caring
I know you want to be
a true friend to me
but really

I sit here by myself feeling lonely

candora

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if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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