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may it stay holy shit... holy shit, did I just write holy shit?... holy fuck... holy fuck, did I just write holy fuck?... well goddam... holy shit did I just write goddam?... I must be overwhelmed, I must be losing words, at a loss, what's the cost, melt the frost... woke the dead what you said I heard and you never said a word you wrote unspoken flabbergasted don't know what to say don't mean to offend words just pour into fingers from my mind metered carelessly nothing has to rhyme just need to be right for I've never felt quite this sincere I've been blessed lost my mind for a minute and believed it cursed the day I doubted I deserved it now these tears I cry preparing for the day the blessing goes away it always goes away do my doubts drive it away what can I say? so this is the way we fall in love in my heart, me and my childinside, forgetting how to hide, this is the way the walls crumble, the way the heart melts, the way we remember how it was, how it felt to be in love... imagine somebody marrying me may I, if but fantasy believe somebody could love me believe somebody would love me believe somebody should love me believe I deserve it all the tears I've cried worrying 'bout the day the blessing goes away it always goes away do my doubts drive it away what can I say? will anyone ever stay? damcram these doubts somewhere the sun will never shine, somewhere that might be mine in some nightmare I can leave behind, for some peace of mind, in a place I find, were life is kind... yes, so just maybe... and I slam the door on bubbling excitment to keep any expectations or anticipations or wishes from undermining the possibility that someone could actually respect me, value me, treasure me, worship me, love me... just love me for no more can be... believe you believe in me may I, depend on you to believe your words are true these words are true dare I am dare I do forget the tears I've cried waiting for the day the blessing goes away it always goes away do my doubts drive it away what can I say? may it stay may it stay may it stay a little dedication for your love... may it stay. previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |