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a memorial so what can I say, where have I been, hardly poetic, not quite chagrin, driven by desire, questioning sin, stuck at the end so nothing can begin (I wish I knew how to explain it all so you'd understand... can you feel the cascading keyboard just under my hand?... waking up alone with a mess to clean up is no fun... how long have I been gone this time... and what has become of my rhyme... is the nightmare done, some battles can't be won, isn't it time we finished what we'd begun?)... maybe it's time for a memorial...
so many yesterdays fights for love and glories all while the music plays there's confusion in tenses what now, what happened, are you my friend? what do you do when the song is over but you have not heard it end? there are so many lifetimes so many promises are we winners or losers or doubting Thomases there's a truth in illusion what holds down a creative soul? have you found your reason for living have you met your life's goal? and so many challenges some may appear too much to bear so many ways to choose but only one way to care when you look around at your life is anyone really there? are you more your sense of adventure or are you more your sense of fear? I've lived in this lifetime love beyond the ages passion and tragedy that could not fit on pages yet words are my armor my reason, my promise, my friend and my goal in this life, my dream is that they never end my muses, I love you for inspiring me for keeping my heart warm when I feel lonely for trusting my silence for embracing my voice for being as you are and for making your choice I wish there was time to be with you across space to share what we miss even if but for a moment may you feel this kiss there are so many reasons I wander again alone there are certain seasons we must face on our own yet I'll never stop loving you I will always be your friend the song is never over just because it seems to end we'll write yet another verse for you and me my friend when the gases of all stars disperse when the road takes it's final bend we have been through the better and worse we don't need to pretend we'll write yet another verse for what will be my friend we'll write yet another verse for me and you it's what we do we'll write yet another verse as dreams come true never ends we'll write yet another verse for me and you for friends previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |