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I was in the middle of something as I wait for you to respond I'd almost forgotten what it was like to believe in something beyond this daily life of simple actions and meaningless reason and rhyme working for money for somebody else feels so much like wasting time but now I remember what living is for and falling in love and reaching for more believing in something beyond what we see eternal energy reaching infinity but what good is falling in love when you are alone what good is having all the keys when no one is home time is forever since you got back in touch as I look for your next email I'd almost forgotten what is was like to feel love could not fail in this lonely life of sleeping dreamers and virtual strangers and friends waiting for something or somebody else feels like a tunnel without ends but now there's a light and passion reborn a healing of heart where once it was torn believing in love beyond what we see ethereal energy reaching infinity a wonderful feeling that says we are not on our own but still feeling lonely and lost in a sort of ozone wondering what good is falling in love when you are alone what good is having all the keys when no one is home I was comfortably lost in my fantasy a passionless functional apathy where life was found in creativity why did you wake up reality? moments are longer now that I remember I love you but you are not here you are not here you are not here and now I lay me down to sleep and pray my hope and dreams will keep maybe I will wake up you will be here and all doubts and loneliness and fear will disappear
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |