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need to be in love giving more than I can afford to give has been a way of life for me, and though it's enhanced my ethereal life, that life inside that we call spirit, soul, and/or anima, it's made physical life quite a challenge and very nearly killed this body more than once... and yet, I love the act of giving and the feeling it provides... so I'm a sucker for a good cause or a sad story, but don't tell anybody, for I have been taken advantage of too many times already and it really hurts... and then there's this dream of actualizing unconditional trust and honest love and sharing everything completely openly and honestly with someone who can and wants to do the same and reach for even more with me... and this aspect of my character and desires, too, has brought me amazingly profound and unbelievably exciting ethereal experiences (and a few indescribably delicious physical experiences) while challenging me with intensely painful physical and horrible emotional experiences in the form of betrayals and abuses (so it might not be too good an idea to let anybody know just how vulnerable I can be)... I'm not going to share any more secrets tonight and I'll trust you to you not to tell anyone... except, of course, someone who might be the one... impossible dream?�� need to be in love�� honesty previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |