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it might not be you and I know the hunger and the doubt and how they can be interchanged and cause confusion or dillusion in the midst of the illusion known as life... and then the wonder feels like thunder as the heart feels more than the mind can carry so you start to worry and maybe hurry cuz the fear is growing afraid it's showing and you don't want anyone to know, not really, what's going on inside... so you come to the words on the web where you know you can hide...
but you take me there the wonder of feeling out of thin air and you don't want to listen cuz you don't want to hear what might be true behind your fear I stare in the void the absense of love burning from below seeking from above a wondering spirit and a lonely soul lost deep in the flesh and out of control it might not be you for many are here with fears of unknowns or answers in air it's what you believe that decides your fate so you've got to choose before it's too late or maybe what's real is the letting go accepting your feelings and letting them show not seeking control just roll with the flows and leaving behind what nobody knows it's yesterday's pain yesterday's horror it is not today it is not tomorrow we're all in the same boat so just look around someone who loves you waits to be found it might not be you you may be satisfied with the love you have and you're not denied but if you will listen maybe you will hear what might be true behind your fear it's what you believe that decides your fate so you've got to choose before it's too late
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |