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ready and I did, yes I died, how I died nailed to the cross of my own passion was compromised desire mixed with greed? in this life I've known love to die for and I did, yes I died, how I died nailed to the cross of my own promise was innocence betrayed by blind need? I don't know the answers I only know it hurt and it still does when I feel so I try not to feel but that doesn't work am I too real? I feel like a jerk I don't know if there's a cure I only know the end can lead to a beginning I want to begin again but to begin again I need to feel I need a friend so I'm looking out upon this world with excitement and fear looking for a friendly heart and eyes that shed a tear hoping to find someone who reminds me how to care a person with the patience to embrace all I share for in this life I've know love to live for and I did, yes I lived, how I lived flew on the wings of mutual passion and compromise that actualized a dream in this life I've known love to live for and I did, yes I lived, how I lived high on believing in the promise of innocence as simple as it seems and I don't know the answers I only know it felt and still feels better than anything I have ever felt and everything fit life was so real and us part of it I don't know if there's a cure I only know the end can lead to a beginning I want to begin again but to begin again I need to feel I need a friend so I'm looking out upon this world with excitement and fear looking for a friendly heart and eyes that shed a tear hoping to find someone who reminds me how to care a person with the patience to embrace all I share cuz I am ready as I've ever been to recreate the dream again ready as I've ever been to learn to live and love again I'm ready as I've ever been to give my all to love again ready as I've ever been to find a best friend to fall in love again ready yes I'm ready to fall in love again
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |