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of course I should be sleeping but I've got something to write and you know how words will keep me awake night after night yeah of course I should be sleeping but I've got something to say for the energy is flowing for today is your birthday and you know how much I love you but you don't know how much more I am always thinking of you you're the one that I adore and you know how much I want you but you don't know how or why I was not a fool to trust you I was a fool to say goodbye now I wrestle with my sleepless nights tangled up in broken dreams won't get up to turn out the lights punishing myself it seems for I never should have left you and I should have wished you well I realize you were my heaven when I told you go to hell but I got down here before you for without you it's the same hell is living here without you just goes by a different name call it life but call it wasted call it over but not done call it the best kiss I tasted call it right you are the one and you know how much I love you but you don't know how much more I am always thinking of you you're the one that I adore and you know how much I want you but you don't know where I am I was not a fool to trust you I was a fool, oh goddam I was a fool to let go of your hand I was a fool not to understand so of course I should be sleeping but I've got you in my head and you know how you will keep me awake in my lonely bed yeah of course I should be sleeping but I hear the music play and the energy is flowing for today is your birthday well of course I should be sleeping but I've got something to write and you know how words will keep me awake night after night yeah of course I should be sleeping but I've got something to say for the energy is flowing for today is your birthday oh of course I should be sleeping but my eyes would rather cry than close on this real dream that I never said goodbye how can I take back goodbye take me back or let me die
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |