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all that remains still I will not give in even as the quicksand swallows everything and I may have gone blind fighting wars no one can win in a false wonderland where I silently sing lost and alone on the outside so different on the inside what you see broken body isn't me wasted and old on the outside so different on the inside what could be isn't lonely isn't me and it goes so far beyond words so much deeper than the soul or the spirit deeply buried under scars of forgotten wounds all that remains... are the pains... put down so many times by the people who had the power of unconditional trust eventually the useless worthlessness becomes all you see when you look in the mirror torn down so many times by the people who promised to be there with unconditional love eventually the pain of betrayal builds a wall around everything out there voices silenced by despair music used to fill the air bruises that will never heal making everything unreal there must be something must be something must be something more to feel and it goes so far beyond words so much deeper than the soul or the spirit deeply buried under scars of forgotten wounds all that remains... are the pains...
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |