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why I really don't know why I am here... I am lonely and crave attention, to be sure, but words are not enough and sitting here I am not out where I might meet people and put an end to (or at least diminish) the loneliness... so I am not here just because I am lonely... I am here because I love to write... once upon a time I was in touch with myself and the universe and wrote things that made sense to me... I mean, revelation type sense, not just oh, that makes sense type sense... words were profound, and writing was a meditative process that went far beyond anything even the most profound words could explain for me... that seems so long ago... now I think I just want to be noticed (would that be telling?... previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |