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little wretch - 2005-01-21 17:50:57
"how long can anyone stand without someone to understand / I don't know, but it's longer than I planned / all I do each night is dream of wonderland / where I wake up with someone holding my hand ...... it's a terrible feeling / like I can't catch my breath / like I'm wasting my life / like I gave into death / out of every hope and dream / that I've ever known / am I wasting my time / living life on my own / all I feel anymore / is alone" ...... My two thoughts are these: (1) How long you say? It . could . be . indefinitely . I know you say your strength comes from within.. so it shouldn't matter that you can't find "the one." True we humans are social creatures and must be at all times linked to another on a deeper level to be completely satisfied with ourselves.. but it doesn't have to be "the one".... You . May . Never . Find . Her . I think that is something you must come to terms with eventually. I'm not saying the wishing has to stop, but unless the desperation dies, then the hope and opportunity will die in its place. (Don't you know a watched pot never boils?.. and you, one who touts the simplicity of life, know that I mean well and that it could be that simple). (2) I suppose in a way, if this is your only life's goal.. to find "the one" than you may be wasting your life away. There are so many people to connect with on a deeper level without them being the one person you'll spend the rest of your life with... And I don't think "the one" really exists anyway.. If that were true, then it wouldn't be possible for me to be this close to two people.. Granted, I can not be physically close to either one of them, but a body is merely a body. It will die one day; the cravings it plagues us with will be no more. They are no where near as important as sharing the beautiful thing held inside these bodies.
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