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I loved I died deep within my heart love lied and fooled me from the start I cried and slowly fell apart now I don't know how many pieces I lost I don't know if I can afford the cost of picking up what's left and trying to come together again remembering when love was all I lived for love was what I died for love was everything I ever wanted and more love was more and then and then love was complicated the loved became the hated I don't know how long I waited at the door to be sure love was gone hope was gone I was gone and now even if I could find how I don't know if I have the will to carry on you see what happened was I loved with everything I could give I loved the only way I knew to live in love until love became a sieve or shive and I shiver and strain when I remember how it began how am I to believe that it all could happen again remembering when love was all I lived for love was what I died for love was everything I ever wanted and more love was more and then and then love was complicated the loved became the hated I don't know how long I waited at the door to be sure love was gone hope was gone I was gone and now even if I could find how I don't know if I have the will to carry on oh tell me I'm wrong you see what happened was I loved... a sigh from the land of the mostlydead previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |