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special (for the children who reach for stars) rising star nobody knows who you are blessed child gift of the gods wise and mind life's never hard with silver spoons and your moon beams love in your eyes in your dreams your story will be on TV lifestyles everyone wants to see add a laugh track and continuity everything everyone wanted to be and when you laugh everyone feels and when you tease everyone shivers and when you cry everyone cries and when you sleep everyone dreams special delivers fucked-up child devil inside cursing wild life's a ride visceral express without pretense fire in your eyes without defense and your story will be untold but your body will always be sold fantasies everyone wants to see privately, denied publically and when you laugh everyone jeers and when you tease everyone leers and when you cry everyone scorns and when you sleep everyone mourns the day you were born everybody has their limits stay within them, they'll accept you push beyond them, they'll reject you it's a fact of life my child innocence shall be defiled but there's a certain way to do it an accepted way to push through it they'll want you to pretend you always knew it even if it makes no sense to you even if it tears you apart and leaves you with a damaged heart just go on pretending you're winning just go on shucking and grinning and never let on to your sinning forgiveness is for the asking as long as you do it their way real is only what they want to see not what you feel today real is only what they will accept not what you are today confused child fruit of the vine wait to be licked get back in line unless you want to go it alone loved and hated but never known called you special rising star nobody knows who you are in your dreams
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |