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what is now
when is then
where is email
who i am
how it is
why it is
leave a note?
share me, share you
make me smile
thank you

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amy

once in love with Amy
always in love with Amy


yes, a child's love, but what love could be more pure or real or right?... yes, a long ago love, but love is timeless... yes, unlikely that another human would live through this life, ten year or twenty or thirty or more and still be in touch with that child inside, that purest most innocent most real and true love, but it is possible...

I know, for I am.

you were everything I had ever dreamed of
and no dream since has come to show me more
for it was the most honest infinite love
unconditional belief in sharing something pure

unconditional trust
creates an infinite love
and the first time tells you what your feelings are for

and if you can remember
you'll always rise above
any challenge to find you can know that love once more

for it's in you
to choose
to believe in yourself
and believe you are loved
more than anything else

this is in you
to choose
to believe you can be
as pure in your heart
as you were with me

and now wherever you are in your lifetime
I hope you still feel this true love inside
for it was is most honest infinite love
unconditional belief dies when it is denied

unconditional trust
creates an infinite love
and the first time tells you what your feelings are for

and if you can remember
you'll always rise above
any challenge to find you can know that love once more

for it's in you
to choose
to believe in yourself
and believe you are loved
more than anything else

this is in you
to choose
to believe you can be
as pure in your heart
as you were with me

let's not pretend it's always easy
being vulnerable can be dangerous
in this world where people are so confused
love can feel like getting hit by a bus
but shutting down does not make it better
denial only helps the pain
embrace your heart and let your love go
and it will come back to you again

for love is not a person
love is your own heart
when you dare to share it
you can feel it start
every time's a first time
when you give it all
remember the feeling
and let yourself fall

and now wherever you are in your lifetime
you can still feel this true love in you
for it was is most honest infinite love
unconditional belief that your love is true

unconditional trust
creates an infinite love
and the first time tells you what your feelings are for

and if you can remember
you'll always rise above
any challenge to find you can know that love once more

for it's in you
to choose
to believe in yourself
and believe you are loved
more than anything else

this is in you
to choose
to believe you can be
as pure in your heart
as you were with me


yes, my adam (first love) was amy and the miracle of life for me was realizing it never ends for it is inside of me and I can share it again... for first love is all love, finding it is a magical infinite feeling... realizing it is always inside is just wanting to enough... it is unconditional love and unconditional trust and believing in the promise of everything and forever, the infinite giving that is falling in love and all I need to do is do it...

. o O ( I do believe . . . I do I do ) O O .

and it becomes real again J


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for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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