be random
what is now
when is then
where is email
who i am
how it is
why it is
leave a note?
share me, share you
make me smile
thank you

other journals
(of course I should be sleeping)
(what's life got to do with it?)

about me
(too much to know at once)
friend?
(tic tic tic, toc)

BE MY GUEST (BOOK)

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who can
when i had the time
the first of december (has another song)
what i do





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love me

����if I could make you love me
����as I want to love you
����to have to hold to mend to mold
����to make all dreams come true
����if I could see your beauty
����my eyes would never leave
����your eyes would be my home forever
����in you I trust, in you I believe

��������the world would change
��������from subatomic
��������out to cosmic
��������radiation
��������and vibration
��������life would become love
��������if I could make you love me
��������you would see
��������you are all I dream of

����if I could make you love me
����and find you always did
����I didn't have to make you
����we dreamed when we were kids
����of loving each other
����from first innocent friends
����through lifetimes of endless passions
����to where there are no ends

������fuck if this doesn't sound like some kind of stupid poetry
������but I'll quote anyone you like if that would bring your love to me
������and I'll apologize if anything I ever do offends your sensibilities
������I'll be too cool, I'll be a fool, geek, nerd, narc, dork, even normalcy
������nothing is beyond what I would do to make you love me

����if I could make you
����you would be
����everything I want you to be
����but you already are
������don't you see...


����if I could make you love me
����as I want to love you
����you'll find you've always loved me
����and I've always loved you


sometimes there's desire beyond expression behind the words that attempt to express desire... this is the case once again, so all I can do is hope to find understanding that can be shared somewhere... somehow... someday...

it would have been much better if you were here

candora

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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words
for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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