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ground control to Major Om cuz when we do we have no walls anymore we're all in the same fog, but who will lift it? we're all waiting for some sign to be sure but nothing is ever perfectly sure so it could take forever and we will wait for it too through a thousand lifetimes hear it calling out to you through all fears and heartaches it is nothing new for we're all the same deep inside our hearts now that is an old song of promises and impossible dreams (that I paraphrase for my own purpose, of course)... I could sleep so good tonight, it is a pity I must go to work... I knew there was a reason I did not want to go to work tonight... maybe I'll take the laptop in and goof off... break the rules... leave the work for tomorrow... I feel something I want to write I want to believe I found a friend I'll be a fool one more time again oh sure, dive right into the deep end as if the unconditional trust and understanding was always there... but isn't that the only way a muse can be a muse?... and how else to find out if one has a muse, a source of unconditional (especiall fearless) inspiration, if one does not test the waters, dive right in and see what the flows from the trust inspired?... ask a silly question, get an even more obscure and rambling answer that dances around the clarity of commitment so as not to be too confrontative or pushy for fear of instant rejection... nudge nudge (a nod is as good as a wink to a blind bat)... hello, what would you give me for this albatross?...
* * end transmission * * ultimately, life is what we make of it and what we want to believe is usually what we will believe is true... even if we don't realize we are all in the same boat and no matter how differently we might want to dress it up, we all want the same thing at our core... to love and be loved... to be accepted, acknowledged, appreciated, respected, wanted, needed, understood... and for someone to want the same thing in return from us because of who we are... to love and be loved, specifically for the individuality we bring... it could take forever for us to realize this... but if enough of us realize this soon enough, at that moment in time when awareness reaches some critical mass, humanity might just take the next step in it's evolution and treanscend the quantum energy level to reach the understanding, the knowing that we are all interconnected with everything and even though we are contained in apparently separate physical shells, we are only as alone as we want to feel... for we are all part of the mater that is the one universe... the matter too... well, at least in this one universe (there goes that blind bat again... ah, ever flippant... there must be a reason for it... of course... naturally... eventually)... what wonders shall we share?
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |