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how real would you like it? it was many years ago today... ultimately, the story unfolds as it is told, as it is lived (so it never gets old)... the things that we do, think, feel, and share are the lines of the story (does anyone care?)...
(though I'd rather you'd call so I could clean up a bit) I live with a roommate and have not furniture so sitting on the floor or the bed is all I can offer unless Sam is not home, and then we can sit in the living room if you came to my door I would welcome you (though I'd rather we go for a walk in the park) I have a park right out back with that I'd love to share but then you are free to suggest any activity unless it is harmful, and then we can discuss our differences if you came to my door I would love you (though I would accept your moral code and not press your fears) I have met people naked and embraced pleasures of flesh before words though that is not what I am looking for today unless you are libido fantasy, and then you can decide if you came to my door I would ask you why (though there would be no obligation on your part to answer) hopefully you had a meaningful reason to come all this way but if you were just curious and in the neighborhood you might offer to pay some sort of admission fee if you came to my door I would smile a lot (though I might explain that it was not meant to offend you) because I love meeting people who care to meet me and I am hoping to find true friends with open minds so this is why you are receiving this invitation what fancy?... the invite is as real as you want it to be... that is the nature of irreverent honesty, you can laugh it off without offending or noticing the sensitivity within the playful words, or you can choose to see the playful words as some sort of mask or game you suspect might bore or manipulate or even hurt you, or you can seek more clarification... if depends on whether you care, are afraid, or want to... hopefully you knew this already, but if it's some sort of revelation and you are smiling, you are very welcome too...
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |