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once upon a time... and every breath I take... and every time I think I think I've gotten used to her depths, she takes it to another level and rattles my chains... I turn to other playmates to distract me and amuse me and all but dread seeing a new entry from her... dread with excitement... dread with anticipation... dread with hopeful tears and shivering fears.. my fears become afraid that she might take me over the mountain, beyond the raging seas, above the storm clouds pouring down on me, and into my own psyche for the catharsis of a lifetime... the catharsis I need if I am to survive and move on with this life as a living breathing creating life form, instead of the mostly dead carcass I toy with becoming... another few laps around the park... reach farther around the trail... explore the next curve, behind the next tree, something must be out there waiting for me... maybe I am coming out a little, but in the actual reality I am so far behind... sadly, I link you to the paths leading to and around and through me, and hope you find the incomplete trails clinging to hopes and wishes and dreams that seem so distant at times I wonder if I will ever believe in them coming true again... what if I said please...
once upon a time I had a dream made of every cliche from every fairy tale and every romantic story ever seen I knew I had to make this dream come true I'd rather die than fail once upon a time I had a love made of every heartbeat the world had ever known and every romantic wish ever dreamed of was in the eyes I happily fell in to so when did I become... alone? did a dam break and wash us out to sea? did an earth quake open and swallow us whole? did a dark force come and consume you and me? now all I know is � all I do is look for my soul once upon a time I had a life made of everything that is worth anything and every prayer that leads to a light was shining in the song my heart would sing my heart would sing������������������������������ my heart would sing �������������������������������my heart would sing once upon a time... (once in love with... )... previous - - - - - - - - next - - - - - - - - comment? - - - - - - - -
I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |