be random
what is now
when is then
where is email
who i am
how it is
why it is
leave a note?
share me, share you
make me smile
thank you

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(what's life got to do with it?)

about me
(too much to know at once)
friend?
(tic tic tic, toc)

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special (for the children who reach for stars)

called you special
rising star
nobody knows
who you are


blessed child
gift of the gods
wise and mind
life's never hard
with silver spoons
and your moon beams
love in your eyes
in your dreams

your story will be on TV
lifestyles everyone wants to see
add a laugh track and continuity
everything everyone wanted to be
and when you laugh everyone feels
and when you tease everyone shivers
and when you cry everyone cries
and when you sleep everyone dreams
special delivers

fucked-up child
devil inside
cursing wild
life's a ride
visceral express
without pretense
fire in your eyes
without defense

and your story will be untold
but your body will always be sold
fantasies everyone wants to see
privately, denied publically
and when you laugh everyone jeers
and when you tease everyone leers
and when you cry everyone scorns
and when you sleep everyone mourns
the day you were born

everybody has their limits
stay within them, they'll accept you
push beyond them, they'll reject you
it's a fact of life my child
innocence shall be defiled

but there's a certain way to do it
an accepted way to push through it
they'll want you to pretend you always knew it
even if it makes no sense to you
even if it tears you apart
and leaves you with a damaged heart
just go on pretending you're winning
just go on shucking and grinning
and never let on to your sinning
forgiveness is for the asking
as long as you do it their way
real is only what they want to see
not what you feel today
real is only what they will accept
not what you are today


confused child
fruit of the vine
wait to be licked
get back in line
unless you want
to go it alone
loved and hated
but never known

called you special
rising star
nobody knows
who you are
in your dreams

candora

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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words
for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life


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