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The Sea I was buried under dust up on a shelf I was cast aside for dead on cold concrete but the worst was when I thought I lost myself (no one can do you worse than what you can do to yourself) and I lost hope and I lost faith and I lost the will to be but somehow through it all even when I didn't know I couldn't lose me I lost wealth and I lost health and I lost my sanity but somehow I got lucky even when I didn't know I couldn't lose me now I write to anyone who cares in my daily diaries and I have a journal where I keep my frustration and pain I can wallow I can wonder I can even fantasize my writing has kept me alive writing is how I survive and now I find myself swimming to shore wanting to share even more in spite of the scars, the lingering pain in spite of the fear that can drive me insane in spite of the fool I can be when in love being in love is still the only dream I dream of and I found hope and I found faith and I found the will to be for I've come through it all even when I didn't know I couldn't lose me I don't need wealth I still have health and maybe just enough sanity to think maybe I can get lucky again maybe I can find another best friend maybe there's a chance for romance and then to fall in love, to be in love, beyond the things beyond paper and pen there is more than I know so much more than I can see even when I lost everything I couldn't lose me and now I'm ready to sail again with hope for all love can be reach beyond the paper and pen and you can find me hearts can fall in love again I'm off to sea to fall in love again but not to lose me
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |