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be random what is now when is then where is email who i am how it is why it is leave a note? share me, share you make me smile thank you other journals (of course I should be sleeping) (what's life got to do with it?) about me (too much to know at once) friend? (tic tic tic, toc) BE MY GUEST (BOOK) << MISSING �SOMETHING? >> the bottom line who can when i had the time the first of december (has another song) what i do < ? me # > < ? harrychapin # > < ? Random Acts of Journaling # > < ? Poetic Voices # > < ? The Write Club # > < ? Nights Awake # > < ? Fluid # > < ? Adopted # > < ? Childlike # > < ? Poets-Muse # > < ? Five Hundred # > < ? As You Wish # > temporary place holder ()))CRAYON-BOX)))> published blogmad! varb? �2015 CANDOR COMMUNICATIONS IF YOU WANT TO USE THE WORDS FOR ANY REASON TALK TO ME |
hurry TV as if time is running out just to let you know I'm breathing because sometimes I can doubt whether I'm even existing for I have been so alone is the TV really feeling all the dreams I've ever known I watch the images I hear the sounds songs of the seasons merry-go-rounds remembering the promise remembering the pain wondering if it's all a dream or if I'm insane living my life through the stories on TV isn't the life I had envisioned for me once I was sharing love and life and family suddenly everything's gone, how could this be suddenly everything's gone, including me sometimes I come here in a hurry as if something's important to say just to let you know I'm feeling even if it's in a bad way cuz I haven't got an answer to life, unless it's love is the TV really feeling the dreams I'm dreaming of I watch the play actors I hear the voices the human drama of making choices remembering the vision now it's all gone hazy wondering if it's all a dream or if I'm crazy living my life through the stories on TV isn't the life I had envisioned for me once I was sharing love and life and family suddenly everything's gone, how could this be suddenly everything's gone, including me wishing there was something more trying to believe there is somewhere what have I been living for the hope that someone else will care we can live the fairy tale if we dare to overcome the fear and take the time to love it is just a choice to share sometimes I come here in a hurry between commercials on TV but you don't have to worry about me no you don't have to worry about me
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I love you all for coming... for reading all these words for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd) if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight I'd say I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life |