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MONOLOG

it feels so strange

it feels so strange to want something
to wake up near a lover's kiss
to hear the song your heart can sing
when remembering what you miss

it feels so strange to feel again
from someone elses lips apart
the breath of life upon your neck
the beat of someone else's heart

it feels so strange to still believe
that someone can believe in you
that someone can want you to love you
to be by their side in all they do

it feels so strange to fall in love
when you are sure you gave up
to wake up reaching for your crutch
to find there's no more poison in your cup

and you're still alive
how could it be
you slammed the door
threw away the key
damned for all time
that's what you felt
so what is this magic
that makes your frozen heart
start to melt

it feels so strange to be wondering
where someone will be tonight
to want to be closer, to want
to believe in a light
in someone else's eyes
it comes with such surprise
what is fool, what is wise
someone screams, someone sighs

for so long you built your walls
to keep betrayal out
for so long love only meant
pain and fear and doubt
for so long you hardened your heart
to slowly die inside
for so long you felt dried up
are these the tears you cried

so what is this feeling
this alien thing
this magic or menace
that makes your heart sing
just another nightmare
that starts as a dream
or could this be the one
as good as it seems

it feels so strange to want something
to believe it could be real
to hope for what the day might bring
to believe what you feel

it feels so strage to open up
to be ready to fall
to take the leap
one more time
to give something your all

it feels so strange to care so much
to come out of the blue
it feels so strange to believe
it could be happening to you

candora

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for every click feels like more love (I know that sounds absurd)
if I could only tell you... one thing more tonight
I'd say
I wish you could come home with me and be my friends for life